Fuck you for crushing my dreams. Fuck you for that silent car ride when I found out I got rejected. Fuck you for crushing the crazy ideas my best friend and I had and laughed about and looked forward to. Fuck you for making me feel worthless and inferior. Fuck you for leaving me with no choice but to be anywhere but Los Angeles. Fuck you for your nonsensical admission system that’s leading me to live 400 miles from everyone else. Fuck you for making me live with myself knowing what could’ve been. I thought I deserved to be a Bruin. But no. It’s not all your fault, it’s pretty much mostly my fault, but fuck you. I had to get this off my chest.